Okay, sometimes I like to think that I am the only person in the world that has ever had their parens split up, but then get back together again several years later.
See now, I was never really excited about them getting back together in the first place. I just kind of agreed to live with it.
Since my parents have gotten back together, it's been none-stop bickering and fighting.
I mean, it's nice that they wanted to try again, give me a family, but I learned to be independant. I have always had one parent in my house, and that is who I would always go to if I had a problem.
Now I have two parents. Sort of. I can't really express myself to either one of them without getting the creepy emotional speeches that weren't really about what I came for, or, the irritated replies of "Do it yourself".
The only people I can look to for counsil now are in my Leadership group.
It's hard to say anything to them though. We are supposed to help each other, but I'm too stubborn.
Has anybody else had this feeling or is it just me?
( -Sigh- )
- Location:Staring at my computer screen
- Mood:
crappy
